Still Rocking Them Beanies
I know I am the last person you expect to see a text message from but I need my closure and this is it. I don’t expect you to reply but I do want you to know, I do love you. Before I delete your number out of my phone, I just want to say thank you and I am sorry. Thank you for all of the butterflies that were in my stomach every time you looked at me, and every time we kissed the wings fluttered. Thank you for all of the chills that ran down my spine every time you touched me. Thank you for making me realize what real love is and how to feel again. Thank you for each tear that fell down my face because I felt real pain. Thank you for every time I had a smile on my face because I was happy. Thank you for allowing me to experience the most priceless thing in life. Thank you for making me a stronger person. I know everything I felt was real, every feeling that grew stronger and stronger and was not controlled because it was so unintentional and real. I’m never going to forget all the memories, or any of the feelings I have felt when I was with you. I’m sorry for this never ending battle we fought, I’m sorry for every time you felt pain, because I caused it. I’m sorry for disrespecting you in any way. I don’t know what is going to happen in the future, but all I know is that I will never forget you, I will always love you and forever you will be in my heart. If one day our paths do cross I hope we can put everything aside and actually be friends. . You are an amazing guy, I am really lucky, to have the chance to do everything that we did and feel everything you made me feel. I know you are strong because you always gave me strength. I wish you nothing but the best. I love you, good bye.
Set to fly there
When I think of a guy I want to marry or even consider dating, I always imagine my first “love”. I put the quotes to elaborate on the fact that it was more of lust and infatuation. Now I look for something that is not only hard to find now days but nearly impossible.
I say this because I am a short girl and I love heels (which girl doesn’t). I want to feel like I am standing next to someone who will make me feel safe.
Let’s face it, strong arms, great back, pecks and shoulders are a definite plus!
Most of the time communication (besides texting) is through the mouth and I will be looking at their mouth often, I want a pleasant view.
Once again, pleasant view, I want a strong connection when I am looking into their eyes, I don’t want to be disturbed.
-Sense of Style-
I am a girl who loves to be comfortable, without any make-up, v-neck and sweats type of girl. But I know how to “clean up nice”. I expect the same. A man needs to be able to pull off, gym attire, winter outfit and ESPECIALLY a suit. After all, one day I could be walking down the aisle towards him and I don’t want to be turned off. ( A BIG + if you can rock a fitted hat )
I don’t want to feel like I am dating my Grandfather who went through hair loss, or my younger brother.
I have goals that I am reaching for. I need a man with a good head on his shoulders who knows what he wants. Someone driven, but someone who will achieve their goals as well, not only set them.
I come from a family that I am very close to. I don’t want someone from a broken family, it is proven that they are not as stable as someone who is from a family that is tightly bonded together.
I absolutely CANNOT stand looking at a text message/email trying to figure our what you are trying to say. If I wanted to build a puzzle, I would play Jigsaw all day long.
"If a man can make a woman laugh, he can make her do anything", wise words. I love to joke around and giggle once in a while. If you can have me entertained and laughing, the night will go super smooth.
"The BIG first 5’s"
1- Open the door for me.
( I don’t care if you are already parked outside my house, get your ass out and be a man )
2- Firm handshake.
I don’t want to break your hand while introducing myself. (Neither do I want you to break mine, but be firm)
3- DO NOT TEXT.
It’s rude. Point blank.
4- Eye contact.
It shows you are interested in what I have to say, and you can tell a lot by their reaction with their eyes.
5- Be comfortable.
Be relaxed. Body language can tell a lot about a person.